AveLuna - New Night Lyrics

In this new night, does it feel right?
I don't know who to blame
Over here curling up
She's just here throwing up
I should've known it was a game
But cause of ya, my pillow's covered in tears
Cause of ya, I pulled some bullshit to them for all these years
And you know it didn't feel right
No, it never felt right
But I guess it's just a new night
I guess it's just a new night
I'm drowning in these drops
Time to shut this box
But why weren't you there?
Were you busy fixing your hair?
I guess it was never easy
And your apology is too late
We never fixed you and me
And now you can't call me babe
Well now I'm curling up
And quickly throwing up
I should've known it was a game
But cause of ya, my pillows covered in tears
Cause of ya, I had to lie for years
And you know it didn't feel right
Oh no, it never felt right
But I guess it's just a new night
I guess it's just a new night
And it's never felt so right
So call me, shake me to the core
This moment has never felt so raw
And it never, never felt right
But I guess it's just a new night
If only you were more honest
This meltdown, I wouldn't be on it
If you stayed just like you promised
Just like I said you might be honest
If only you were kind, would I still be crying?
If I stayed here all confined, would I still be lying?
But cause of ya, my pillow's drenched in tears
Cause of ya, I had to lie for years
And you know it didn't feel right
Oh no, it never felt right
But I guess it's just a new night
Cause of ya, my pillows drenched in tears
Cause of ya, I had to lie for years
And you know it didn't feel right
Oh no, it never felt right
But I guess it's just a new night
And it never felt so right
So call me, shake me to the core
This moment has never felt so raw
And it never ever felt right
But I guess it's just a new night
I think it might be a new night
Did I finally get it right?
In this new night
Does it finally feel right?