Averlie - Destructive Lyrics

I've been waiting, anticipating all night
You pull up front dripping in sunlight
Door open, you'll be taking me for a ride
Lemme turn the music up, blow it up inside
Cause I know what you want
You've been missing me when I've been gone
You look good in the hoodie that I got you
Looking better when you know that I got you
Huh
So that was a dream to me
And you woke up easily
So I wish I, could know why
It wasn't like that
You want me, you got me
I'm falling right back
Coulda had everything
Given you everything
Still don't know
How could you let me go
No matter how destructive we get
You don't even have one regret
So why you gotta pull me down
I never should have fallen for it
Cause now you got me trapped in my head
But I don't wanna do this now
Not following, not listening
We're caught up in slow motion
Your energy is breaking me
We're caught up in low blows
So that was a dream to me
And you woke up easily
Now I'm all empty
I'm just trynna keep breathing slowly
But
Why don't you care?
Why aren't you there?
Why am I still caught up on the same shit over and over again (hey yeah)
No matter how destructive we get
You don't even have one regret
So why you gotta pull me down
I never should've fallen for it
Cause now you got me trapped in my head
But I don't wanna do this now
Not following, not listening
(Never never never never never never)
Your energy is breaking me down
Down
Down
No matter how destructive we get
You don't even have one regret
So why you gotta pull me down
I never should've fallen for it
Cause now you got me trapped in my head
But I don't wanna do this now