Avery Indigo - Why Am I Still Here Lyrics

F*ck- why am I here?
Why am I still here?

I watch the days go by
But does anyone see my shame
I know I'm up late every night, staring at the sky
But I'm wishing I was gone

Seconds seem to fly but I can't fly away/ I can't fly away
I hear my heart begin to fade/
My eyes begin to bleed
I'd leave it all behind for you

Isn't it cruel to love someone and let them go and let them down
Isn't it cruel to love someone and let them down

Cause I float like a cloud
Drown like the sea
Watching stars fall
Cause I move like a cloud and sink like the sea


And I sink like the clouds
Drown the like the sea
And everyone's in safety
Sink like the clouds
Float like the sea
My hands are empty like me

I lie awake
Trying to find the innocence when I was young
My voice aches
I feel so low

I wake up from this nightmare
So I can see the sun shine on me
I walked out of my mind and here I am losing all my faith
No one is looking for me
So why am I still here
So why am I still here
So why am I still here
Tell me why