Avery Messner - Civil War Lyrics

Stone cold till the cracks break through me
Stone cold cause that's how I want it to be
Dealing with this hand I've been dealt, I've been
Waiting for the next worst thing to hit
That was till the cracks broke through me

I'm tired of this
How much more can I give

That content filled life I was looking for
I went ahead and started my own civil war
The plot just thickens, now I've
Turned to this victim, why won't
My gut start listening to my head
When will my civil war end

Fueled the fire of my upset
Now I'm imprisoned by the mindset
The hard days like to stick around,
My brain reminds me I've been fouled
But I know its just a mindset

I'm tired of this
How much more can I give

That content filled life I was looking for
I went ahead and started my own civil war
The plot just thickens, now I've
Turned to this victim, why won't
My gut start listening to my head
When will my civil war end

The pieces fall right into place
It's not enough so I still chase
That stupid idiotic overplayed game
What my life was it is again
I walk away but I can't win
The civil war of decision

I'm tired of this
Overthink and then resist

That real life movie I was begging for
Lets rewind time to stop my civil war
The plot just thickened, till I
Turned to this victim, but now
I've start listening to my head
And my civil war ends
That civil war ends
Till we do it all again