Avi Castellanos - noise in my mind Lyrics

Feels like I'm always
Floating away
From everyone who wants to see me
Try to change my old ways

Maybe I'm tired
I just can't keep up (oh, woah)
From trying to entertain, playing a masquerade
I'm falling down and losing touch

I wanna hold onto the memories
Never let go of the piece of me
That felt wild and had nothing but time
But look where it all went

Stuck in a cage that I made for myself
I'm trying to scream but can anyone help?
I'm caught in the crossfire
Walking on barbed wire
I'm bleeding out but no one can see

Drowning in chaos, desperate to breathe
I wish I could finally be set free
From all the noise that's in my mind
The noise that's in my mind

Maybe I'm vengeful
I just got too much rage
I see everyone staring at me
They're asking why I'm still the same

Twisted and broken
And hopeless and dark
Like a ghost in the mirror
Trying so hard not to fall apart

I'm haunted by visions
Of a former self

I wanna hold onto the memories
Never let go of the piece of me
That felt reckless and had nothing to lose
Where did I, where did I go?

Stuck in a cage that I made for myself
I'm trying to scream but can anyone help?
I'm caught in the crossfire
Walking on barbed wire
I'm bleeding out but no one can see

Drowning in chaos, desperate to breathe
I wish I could finally be set free
From all the noise that's in my mind
The noise that's in my mind

Maybe I can't make it on my own
Like a fallen angel turned to stone
Going down a dark and empty road
I wanna see the light (I wanna see the light)

I don't wanna live like this no more
But I don't know what I'm living for, living for
I'm hoping, I'm praying
That something will change

Stuck in a cage that I made for myself
I'm trying to scream but can anyone help?
I'm caught in the crossfire
Walking on barbed wire
(Bleeding out)

Drowning in chaos, desperate to breathe
I wish I could finally be set free
From all the noise
From all the noise