A.:vL - Close to You Lyrics

I remember her beautiful smile
Our kisses, our time spent in style
How we laughed, mmm hugged, and played
Like our bond could never fade
We were closest, o you and i
But a mistake made our worlds collide
Can't turn back time or make amends
Feels like her love for me ends
Lost and alone, don't know where to go
Feeling like i've sunk solo so low
A life without her seems bleak and sad
Never thought it could end up so bad
Scared to face a future without her grace
To think those five years were just a waste
No final chance, just a closing door
Maybe you never loved me, what's it all for?
I wanna be close to you
I wanna be close to you
But even if i stay alone in this world
I can't be with you
I wanna be close to you
I wanna be close to you
But even if i stay alone in this world
I can't be with you
A month later, my mind went blank at the sight of you
Emotions rushed in, like it's all brand new
Felt like a second chance, but i was naive
Still so much i was yet to perceive
A mistake made, lost in a whirl
Uncertain of what to do, emotions unfurl
Good and bad intertwined, hard to withstand
Hoping for a second chance, slipping through like sand
Longing for the love we used to share
Caught between pleasure and despair
Praying this was our chance anew
But deep down, realizing it wasn't true
Afraid that i'll never see you again
Fear grips my heart, it's hard to contain
If i don't get that last embrace
It's clear i'm just a memory to replace
I wanna be close to you
I wanna be close to you
But even if i stay alone in this world
I can't be with you
I wanna be close to you
I wanna be close to you
But even if i stay alone in this world
I can't be with you