The AVP - Flesh Lyrics

How many times do I have to lose this game?
How many times? How many days?
All I ask is for a little change
Change, oh, change, oh, change
But we're a recipe, it's defined that we're mixed
Eyes so disguised, demise, can't predict
I'm entirely, advised in a pit
As the background, as the saliva you spit
As the residue, with the mind in abyss
With a form to emerge as the idol of bliss
But I'm separated, assigned to submit
To the one, to the soul, seein' life so adrift
What a shame
So, why don't you tell me how to win today?
What a shame
Just to whirl the wheel and see who's to blame
What a shame
And maybe, just so, it's all just the same
What a shame
Until the flesh caves in, then who's to say?
Just a swirl of monotony
Never endin'
From one to the next, to next back to one
You won, what I seek
You see what's been done?
Just crumbs in the form of me and a one
Breezes, to storm in pieces, wind swung
And a war, like a swarm, it's ho-hum
Recycled, dumb, a norm, I go quiet
A numb life, you must learn how to like it
Yeah, wake-up call
Two oddities in one, does it plague us all?
Or is it some escape?
Self-acceptance, I accept a mistake
With thoughts so inane, for life, I'm to play
And eyes so vague, inside, it's opaque
They're wonderin'
Where did I go wrong?
To spin a circle, a century gone
But I'm done
Done with these eyes
Done with turns, and burns of light
And done
Done with lies
How even the mirror seems purged with surprise
And I'd seal you and wave
Seal you, kneel in shade
With spotless ground, I would crave
Just to beg you to stay