Midwest Suburbs Video (MV)

I'm not feeling well
I'm a little under the weather
I feel like I'm going thru hell
No chance of it getting better
I fall deeper every time I sleep
When I'm awake all I am is weak
All alone but it's alright
Even on dark days and coldest nights

At 16 I made a change
At 18 I was ok
20 years starting to fade
And at 21 it stayed the same
A small town kid with portland dreams
Wants to live in the city
But I can't leave
Cause I can't believe
How life can be so shitty

I come over at 3 am
Somethings not right with my head
I think it was something you said
That pushed me over the edge
I don't wanna talk to you
I just feel like ghosting you
Just so I can get through
All the shit you put me through

At 16 I made a change
At 18 I was ok
20 years starting to fade
And at 21 it stayed the same
A small town kid with portland dreams
Wants to live in the city
But I can't leave
Cause I can't believe
How life can be so shitty