Awaken I Am - The Stages of Grief Lyrics

Where do I begin pain finds a way in
Every time I think that I have found the words to say
Bumps raised on my skin, oxygen gets thin
Even when those words come out my voice just seems to shake
Has my mind hit a wall or is this natural
I guess I've never faced something that made me feel so small
Am I against the wall does it get easier
I guess I've never lost someone that made me feel so whole

And I know they say that time will heal my wounds
But I'm only feeling bitter without you,
Time has no friends, time has no friends
Can I find my place in a world that your not in
I can't hear you but I know you're there
Giving me strength to stand
The dream we had, the life we shared
For you we'll see this through until the end

You're the thought when I am trying to fall asleep
This sinking feeling in my chest I try to breathe
Stop asking if I'm fine, how could I be ok?
What I wouldn't give for me to take his place

From the pain that I feel I know our love was real