I'm really scared of messing up
And i'm scared of looking bad
I'm scared i'm just not good enough
And i'm scared that i'm too fat
I'm scared cause i know i never meant
As much to him as he meant to me
I'm scared of tearing down my walls
Because i've been hurt so badly
I'm scared of letting people down
And i'm scared of where i've been
And i'm scared of never finding love
Cause i can't let anyone in
I'm scared that no one truly cares
About things i have to say
And i'm scared that i forgot to do something
Important today
I'm scared i'm not trying hard enough
To hold onto my friends
And i'm scared that they'll all move right on
I mean i guess it would make sense
I'm scared that i have hurt people
I'd never wanna harm
And i'm scared i won't get the chance
To say sorry from my hurt
And i'm scared of what the future holds
And i'm scared of doing this wrong
And i'm scared because
I've only known sadness for so long