The days are cold
And my dreams are blue
It's hard to wake up
When you can't leave your bed
My head is crazy
But it's fine it's who I am
It's fine because it is who I am
I don't want to be me
No no no
All the girls I see are scared of me
All my friends know there's something wrong with me
I can't stop being this way
I can't wait 'till I die
I need reincarnation to come my way this day
I can't take this life anymore
I love brain spotting
Brain spotting
Oh, brain spotting
I've never felt that way
This way
That way
This way
The melody to my soul
It's what it sounds like
There's no escape from here
I'm stuck here 'till I die
In so much pain and torture
I don't like this life
Not at all
Not at all
I don't know
I'm trying to find the words to
Express my grief
My only passion that I can't have is killing
Have you ever killed someone
Does it feel good
It would be pretty interesting to try it
Wouldn't it
C'mon don't tell me ya don't wanna try it
With me
With you
To take some life
But only someone's life I don't like
It wouldn't be just anyone
I promise you that if you're good to me you won't get hurt
It'll give some food to the crows to eat
And some entertainment for the people in cars as they go on by
People can look at the crime scene as they jog on by
The sound of a blade
Another day months later
And I'm still feeling down
So down
I'm so down
I'm so down
So down
I think I'm getting worse
All the time
I think I'm broken
Can I have a paramedic
Do some f*ckin' operation on my soul
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind
All is set in motion
Just let it come undone
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind
Abortion of the mind