Ayefelon - #484 Lyrics

My mind travels like a hitchhiker
Floating on 495
Rainy days
Windy nights
Feeling like I'd rather die
Manic eyes
Feeling wired, damn I'm tired
Same shit
Bless me with some patience
I don't think I can take this
I don't got nowhere to be
But I don't wanna be here
Lord knows I can't swim, but I got the urge to though
Just when the earth too cold
That's where the curse two fold
This simple mind
It always search for loopholes

Every path leads to same place
The only thing that I can do now
Is change pace

Slow up, wanna smell the waves
Gonna drown in these waters anyways
30 years spinning and I need to grow up

F*ck how I feel, that never paid my bills
I'm still f*cked up on how my friend had got killed

I said f*ck how I feel
Its like I changed that night
I'm wearing shades at night
The moonlight so bright

I got some
Weed in my ashtray
Writing checks I can't pay
I'll wait for my last day
When I finish my last jay
Don't end up in last place
I heard it like my dad say
Whoever has the last say
Regrets it on his last day

You got to get up, get out, And get something
I didn't play that song because I thought it was boring
It wasn't bumping
I was claiming true
Track 10 and Hootie hoo
I'm with my boys
We not shooting you
We shooting pool
At the laundry
Whole crew chilling right beside me
No one rolling up on the squad
We are an army

I'm counting up the vowels, in my last letters
Throw in the towel if they can't let up
Or I need to add pressure
What would you do if you was me
If you was knee deep, in the same shit
We dealt with every week
Except this time it's that
Plus I'm lost at sea
I'm mean I'm prolly meant to make it outta here, at least
I mean, there's no land in sight
I squint face, when I open my eyes
I either see change, or I keep on trying
So I keep on lying, on my back
Looking for the North Star to find my way back

I got some
Weed in my ashtray
Writing checks I can't pay
I'll wait for my last day
When I finish my last jay
Don't end up in last place
I heard it like my dad say
Whoever has the last say
Regrets it on his last day