Ayefelon - Aquamarine (Entry #59) Lyrics

I mean I treat life like a ball of clay
I shape this shit into whatever I want, every single day
Sometimes I'm removing some people out of my phone
If it means when I finally get home, I'm left alone
No disrespect to y'all
But if there's no f*cking love found
Then there's none lost at all
See i grew up, and calmed down
Stand where I fell down, Refused to let up
Where at once I would let down

New vision, new task at hands to enlighten
My brethren cuz they carry my light inside them
Yobani Perfecto and me a trifecta
Together we run this f*ckin world forever
I digress, one day I'm gon die from stress
Nightmares project from my eyelids
See
Nowadays I don't sleep
Sometimes I worry how I fit in people's memories

But
What the f*cks a memory
Only the f*ckin phonies gon fondly remember me
Don't act like I'm a saint, cuz I ain't
I'd rather you think of the real pictures that i paint
That are faint
Never sacrifice shit
This life is priceless
I done seen the f*ckin future from where my third eye is
I ain't in yalls
No kids and no inlaws
In your rocking chair reminiscing but I been gone
I been gone, I been gone
Maybe y'all don't see what I meant
Y'all don't get it right now, but the shit I represent
That's real life, that's real love
The warmth and the feel of
Completeness, the peak of
The strength and the weakness
Excitement and sadness
I walk the thin line between Godlike an average
It happens, it happened
My soul is

Closed up but open
Distracted and focused
Might be Gods mess or his magnum opus