Ayomilly - I'm Gone Lyrics

Been through a lot but I'm the only one to blame
I ignored the only one who called my name
Had to go through things, I had to go through lotta pain
I still got some problems but at least I don't got these chains
Used to watch for 5-0, 5-0
Take the drug till I'm gone, I'm gone
Mama wondering if I'm home, I'm home
But I wouldn't reply, no, reply, no

Y'all forgive me I ain't perfect But I know I'm far from worthless
I just had to figure out who I am
Tryna stay true to myself cause I'm a man
Understand, I was getting out of hand But God, he knew the plan
I be praying everyday and that's a fact, that's a fact
I'm staying in my lane if I go back, give me a smack
I tell them that I changed, they say cap, that's a cap
But when they see I'm straight, they say I'm wack, that boy wack

Been through a lot but I'm the only one to blame
I ignored the only one who called my name
Had to go through things, I had to go through lotta pain
I still got some problems but at least I don't got these chains
Used to watch for 5-0, 5-0
Take the drug till I'm gone, I'm gone
Mama wondering if I'm home, I'm home
But I wouldn't reply, no, reply, no

I wouldn't reply, I was just out getting high
Off my own supply, I just wanna die but don't know why
I don't wanna try, I don't wanna lie So I ain't look you in your eyes
I just say goodbye, I just say goodbye
When doubts filled my mind your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer
Psalms 94:19, I thought this verse you'd wanna hear
He saved me from depression, helped me forget about my fears
So I'ma praise his name and speak the truth till I'm not here

Been through a lot but I'm the only one to blame
I ignored the only one who called my name
Had to go through things, I had to go through lotta pain
I still got some problems but at least I don't got these chains
Used to watch for 5-0, 5-0
Take the drug till I'm gone, I'm gone
Mama wondering if I'm home, I'm home
But I wouldn't reply, no, reply, no