Aysee - Normal Lyrics

Reliving the horror of my past
I knew the tranquility wouldn't last
Looking at myself in the mirror
Wondering what went wrong
Feeling scared that my life might become worse
Seems like I'm under a sort of curse
Wishing I could go back and change things
So I could belong
In the normal world
Being a normal girl
No more fighting, no more hatred
I wouldn't be different anymore
In the normal world
I'd be a normal girl
I didn't realise the path I took
Would leave me quite this sore
And now I'm sorry for what I did
Now that I'm not just an innocent kid
I wanna ask forgiveness
From everyone I hurt
I'm the reason that I'm here right now
It's 'cuz I wanted so much power
Gimme your worst punishment
It's what I deserve
'Cuz this is the normal world
And I'm not a normal girl
I want fighting, I want hatred
I'm too different, and what's more
In the normal world
I can't be a normal girl
'Cuz I took that path, I can't turn back
And it's left me so unsure
I wish I could change
But I just can't, it's true
Please don't try to help me
I'd stay away if I were you
'Cuz this is the normal world
And I'm not a normal girl
I want fighting, I want hatred
I'm too different, and what's more
In the normal world
I can't be a normal girl
'Cuz I took that path
I can't turn back
It can't be like it was before