Its always been about the things i should've never said
Always been about the few long months that came our way
Well, there's no turning back now
We had a good thing going on till i f*cked it up
And i thought there would be a rainbow after the rain
But i dont seem to see one
Think I'm heading the wrong way
I close my eyes and i see things how i wanted them to be
When i open 'em it turns blue
I roll a dice and i feel i could somehow get back to you
But i know that ain't true
Sometimes i feel i chose the wrong way, holdin on
And now I'm close to givin up
But i know that won't be enough
There's no rainbow to this mess i am into
I shall wait for another rain
And i might let go of the pain
I close my eyes and i see things how i wanted them to be
When i open 'em it turns blue
I roll a dice and i feel i could somehow get back to you
But i know that ain't true