I Tried Video (MV)

The stress the misplaced trust the endless torment
I'm done tryna impress the floodgates are about to bust you should feel the need to repent
I feel like I got noone I feel all alone I'm a freak underneath all my friends killed me
F*ck my emotion your unspoken words cut right to the bone I feel so bleak and you can't see
Always workin never chokin from the smoke rollin up the sticky icky green
Stay medicated
My friends ain't ever pullin up unless yu need somethin
F*ck that fake shit

I tried
I tried
I tried
I'm f*cking tired

It doesn't even matter how hard I try
Just stay back or I'll crack you like a bat bitch
Tried with my family but they always f*cking doubting me
Or threatening me
I'm tired of it all the stress misplaced trust
I'm done tryna impress I do this for me so I'll turn you to dust
I am a f*cking freak
I am a f*cking freak
Don't f*cking speak to me
You cast me out cause you no longer need me
Get the f*ck back your a f*cking waist
I tried to be nice
I'm tired of hiding my demons now