azube - !!!MICHAEL!!! Lyrics

Who is Bill Maze anyways?
You were always there when I would fall
One ring when I would call
But lately acting scary
Haven't heard from you at all
Curled up watching movies
While I'm going through withdrawals
Look inside the mirror when I wanna feel appalled
Time is creeping closer, disappointed how I am
And you tracking my location but can't tell just how I stand
How do I accept it
I've done wrong and I've confessed it
All these problems are popping up like
They're tryna teach me a lesson
Losing my mind in isolation
Anxiety brewing, it's keeping me pacing
Staring inside when I can't go to sleep
Confronted by everyone, don't have a statement
Feeling like shit, this isn't my year
Not in my body, I'm feeling too queer
Abandoned by all like
(Michael, don't leave me here)
Surrounding myself with faces
Seeing the future, not seeing no places
All on my own, no matter the cases
Y'all know my business like how am I famous
Uh, wonder where my past had gone
Held onto friends for way too long
Question myself and I question my songs
Trot on 'em scoring a brace like I'm Son
Yuh', y'all look like at me like I'm 'boutta puke
Feeling nauseous when I step in your room
All of the memories flooding to me
You calling me crazy but what did I do
Stuck in the forest, my mind's been lost
I'm tired of hearing you love what I'm not
When I see you I can't help it but pause
Chasing for you, what a useless cause