Bachyard Ghost - Snorkels Lyrics

I pour with two hands by myself
Let's toast to me, give a hand to myself
No need to thank me
I was imagining more people standing, happier I'm happier now
We were on top of the canyon
Scenery seemed so romantic
Now I pull up, it's a tourist attraction
Hate how I miss how it used to be
Lost people I wanted you to meet
Still got my starting four (Squad!)
I hit em up on my moody weeks
That or I'm home and avoiding calls
That means I don't want my boys involved
Deal with this shit by my lonely
Pass on a night out at Touhmi's
Anxiety everyday
Sobriety tries me in every way
Bitch I've been working too hard
So I don't f*cking play when I play, alright
In the back of my mind is somebody important
So I pump the breaks for her sake
Back on my grind by the morning
I know it don't show but I care what you think, so I pray

Give me the strength to be hopeful
Fore I go under like snorkels
I'll buy my mama some orchids
Cause the way I turned out I feel horrible
F*ck it then, I'm going harder
For all of the times that her heart hurt
I know these years have been torture
I'll turn those tears into artwork

We'll be alright
No need to trip about it now
Just sing like nah nah nah nah nah
Okay? Cause we'll be alright
No need to sit around and cry
Just sing like nah nah nah nah nah

Don't go ghost when I need you the most
And I'm losing every inhibition
Give up on the situation
You don't know what I'm going through
Try your best to understand me
Without being patronizing
I don't wanna talk
I just wanna feel
Anything but the reality of my anatomy
Pain in my clarity
It made a masterpiece
Heart shaped glasses on
Red tint, looking like everything blood
Keeping feelings buried, drinking Jamie, can't bond
I'm a child like Louie
Take a L but the V don't come along
(And then we don't get along but)

Give me the strength to be hopeful
Fore I go under like snorkels
I'll buy my mama some orchids
Cause the way I turned out I feel horrible
F*ck it then, I'm going harder
For all of the times that her heart hurt
I know these years have been torture
I'll turn those tears into artwork

We'll be alright
No need to trip about it now
Just sing like nah nah nah nah nah
Okay? Cause we'll be alright
No need to sit around and cry
Just sing like nah nah nah nah nah