Backhouse - It's in My Hands Lyrics

Life's like a game but you can't run or hide
People always change read between the lines
I can't decide if you're worth my time
I can't decide if you're ride or die
Don't care about the cards I was dealt
I can change my hand
Wish it would be different but I'm in a place
To make demands
Help me now help me now your mind is filling up with doubt
See it through my eyes your perspective is my vision now
Lights on lights off
I kept you in my heart but the beat was off
Told me I could always do better but
It was never good enough no one I can trust
So I found no point of trying when the outcome is the same
Left me in my mind playing all these different types of games
But I always stayed connected connected emotions affected
Your words inflicted pain on my heart but I didn't get the message
Lost in translation the message wasn't clear
Trying to get your point across getting there from here
You'll probably never make it cause their's objects in your rear
Just keep your eye's ahead and focus on your fears
Life's like a game but you can't run or hide
People always change read between the lines
I can't decide if you're worth my time
I can't decide if you're ride or die
Don't care about the cards I was dealt
I can change my hand
Wish it would be different but I'm in a place
To make demands
Help me now help me now your mind is filling up with doubt
See it through my eyes your perspective is my vision now
You tore the pages out of my book I'm missing memories
Take back what I lost but is it coming back to me
Fall asleep to dream but I'm making new enemy's
They trying to bring me down but I can't hear what they telling me
Zoning in and out attention distant with the sound
Running from the demons if they kill me, kill me now
I put all of my faith in you always bring me down
Enough of that turn the tables turn this shit around
Falling to the same mistakes can I catch myself
I don't need your advice I just need your help
Life's like a game but you can't run or hide
People always change read between the lines
I can't decide if you're worth my time
I can't decide if you're ride or die
Don't care about the cards I was dealt
I can change my hand
Wish it would be different but I'm in a place
To make demands
Help me now help me now your mind is filling up with doubt
See it through my eyes your perspective is my vision now
Can't see clear open my mind to the voices I can't hear
Good Intentions bad direction dark is almost here