Balance - we have a famiily in my dreams Lyrics

Why didn't you tell me
Why didn't you warn me from the start
Your brain I picked apart
Your beauty done bloomed like a flower
Your sweet as a cake, I devour
For you my love, I could jump off of a tower
Love your skin, love your blood, I would shower
See me, hope you know that I ain't a coward
Maybe sometimes I get a bit quiet
Maybe sometimes I get a bit awkward
But if I was perfect then somebody lying
I know places that you got to see
I got words that you're yet to read
Is it gold when you cry or you bleed?
Have you ever fell down to your knees?
Have you ever cried thinking 'bout fam?
Cringed when you looking back in the mirror?
Have you ever had fears about fears?
I been stressing can't impress my peers
Is it life to go face what you fear?
I get caught in headlights like a deer
Would you judge me or trust me, my dear?
Do you lie to yourself when I'm near?
'Cause I lie to myself just to cheer
Is it real when you smile ear to ear?
You want you a man, is he here?
You ask yourself"is this your year?"
Marking down days like a store clearing
I been seeing it more clearer
Hide my emotions, the whole tearing
I've been gearing, for change
Is it me, who to blame?
Would you say you the same?
Would you lie to my face?
I've seen you in my dreams before
We had a family there
No you can't stand me here
Hope you can stand me there (dreams before)
I ain't been manly near
I plan to face my fears
I plan to take it there (dreams before)
Have you ever had dreams of me?
Ever had thoughts of new dreams?
Ever wanted it to repeat? (Dreams before)
Repeat (repeat)
With you
Yeah
Oh yeah
Why did nobody tell me I would feel like this?
I treat you like a goddess, treat myself like shit
I'd give you the whole world because you deserve everything
I can't wait to get my baby girl a wedding ring
Take me there with you
I want to see
I want to be
Only with you
Take me there with you