I keep trying to run away in my sleep
Let another year go by (let another year go by
I'm driving deep into the night, I'm blinded
Guided by a dim headlight (guided by a dim headlight)
I'm giving it up, everything that I'm scared of
God only knows how hard I've tried
I really hope that I can get better
Wondering what's on the other side
I'm over my head telling me
That I'm not where I'm supposed to be
Every time I find a piece the picture makes no sense to me
Everybody pushing me, I just need space
Everybody saying that I'll find my way
I don't really know if it will be okay
But everybody's telling me it's just a phase (a phase)
It's just a phase (a phase)
Eyes closed, walking through my life with a blindfold
Wonder when the work pays off (wonder when the work pays off)
Oh, wasting precious time, barely getting by
So tell me it's right
That I'm giving it up, everything that I'm scared of
God only knows how hard I've tried
I really hope that I can get better
Wondering what's on the other side
I'm over my head telling me
That I'm not where I'm supposed to be
Every time I find a piece the picture makes no sense to me
Everybody pushing me, I just need space
Everybody saying that I'll find my way
I don't really know if it will be okay
But everybody's telling me it's just a phase
It's just a phase (it's just a phase, it's just a phase)
Sick and tired of the time I'm wasting
Hold up, dying in my basement
Trying to manage all expectations
Why does everybody test my patience
Sick and tired of the time I'm wasting
Hold up, dying in my basement
Trying to manage all expectations
Why does everybody test my patience
Over my head telling me
That I'm not where I'm supposed to be
Every time I find a piece the picture makes no sense to me
Everybody pushing me, I just need space
Everybody saying that I'll find my way
I don't really know if it will be okay
But everybody's telling me it's just a phase
It's just a phase (a phase)
Everybody's telling me it's just a phase (a phase, a phase)
It's just a phase (a phase)
It's just a phase
It's just a phase
It's just a phase