Barefoot Gen - Further Out Lyrics

Tracing the path to back to Myka
F*ck it, imma look at the stars
I'm feeling really far
Splayed out on blacktop
Sensory perception like a constant tick
I'm on par with those wandering f*cks India
Durango moving, sloping that rise over run
Oh f*ck, chasing after it's really hard
Hopefully ya chin ain't down there

Living blue, why?
Bitches won't f*ck
Evers go far
Should've been more

(When we grew up for the chute
Why'd you say there's nothing to do?)

And I feel kinda crazy
How now I gotta take the lead
Moved out at 20
And not in one sense am I feeling free
And nobody really feeling me
Can't talk to bitches cuz
My main one start hissing at me
Can't stick to a fitness regime
I'm lacking the strength that my momma gon' need
Already stuck processing deeds that I can't give up and can't drown with weed
Can't accept who I am
Can't remember the dream
I don't know where I'm from
Dawg, I saw my family leave
Poppa locked up twice
Never had the chance to say bye to me
Now he clocking out fights
Left and right hoping
That'll get a hi from me
I been lost in altered heights
Still hoping to get a high from weed
The summer solstice is slowly closing
But the trap still going
And folks revolting all around me
Only f*cking with the sound beats
Production so astounding
Up late on the daily
Liquor be my diet, G
F*cking all inside of me
Sucking out the pride of me
Something 'bout dishonesty
It's fun to see you cry for me
And the lies don't even bother me
As long as I'm who's happy
See, I'm selfish
Shit, I acknowledge it
My sis wouldn't be proud of it
I missed on the rerouting thing
Cuz lately I been out of it
Thought about an out
But that wouldn't rebound a thing
I need a truth that I can focus on
Hopeless and woke
Honey I need you to know this song
Funny you won't leave yet
We been broke from the start

(That's dumb, dumb, dumb!
Very dumb
Very, very dumb
Jesus Christ that's)