I don't think, I don't think today
Ben he said I should sit alone
Got a feeling that I push away
Got a feeling I could just implode
I can look, I don't want to see
I can try, I don't want to know
I can wonder where I want to be
I don't go around anymore
I just wish yeah I wish I could
Call you
I wish I'd call you
Cause you were my best friend
I feel so sad again
Back to places where we used to be
Either side of the the Atlantic sea
And I'm back at home Im with my family
It's nice to get to be a bit baby
Some days, still feel so in love
And I indulge it like a masochist
Maybe its to feel something at all
Sometimes all I want to do is
Call you
I wish I'd call you
Cause you were my best friend I feel so sad again