Beautiful Lies Video (MV)

Found myself here again, I don't know who to blame
Is it me?
Is my moral compass gone and dead?
You're crying and begging me to hold you
Meanwhile, I want to run instead
I can't help myself to flee
You are great, but you don't know me
I am not the one you think I am
I'm just someone, I'm an ocean of pain
And once we're done, you'll drown in my waves
I'm sorry that I need to dip
I'm sorry that you're not my thing
Everywhere I look, I see your face
Everywhere I turn, you're in my way
It's me in the mirror, hiding from the light of day
Why would you want to be like me so badly?
All I do is go down
Do you want to come down with me?
It's not pretty, but at least we won't be lonely
The one who falls in love with me
Will fall to their bleeding knees
I'll take what I can get, and then I'll leave
No good for you? It's fine, I'm no good for me
But yet we both fell for my beautiful lies
'Cause I'm terrible, aren't I?
Aren't I lovely? Lovely
Let us believe that
Let us forget the ugly
I don't need to beg you to love me
I can't help myself to flee
You are great, but you don't know me
Everywhere I look, I see your face
Everywhere I turn, you're in my way
It's me in the mirror, hiding from the light of day
And I'll tell myself over and over again
No one can hate me as much as I do
I know my secrets
I know my lies
And they'll die with me