I decided to stop drinking
Started thinking 'bout my health
Oh I sharpened all my teeth to
Bite down harder on myself
Thought it was the push I needed
Worked at first
Now I'm just bleeding
I decided to stop blinking
Too many nights put on the shelf
They tell me to sleep
Sleep when I'm dead
Then ask me if I've had enough rest
Maybe it's just all in my head
Maybe there's a place for me
Somewhere in the middle, baby
Maybe I could drift between
A little bit of sane and crazy
Been both lately, changes daily
I decided to get thin to
Add some notches to my belt
Keepin' quiet what I've been through
You don't care 'bout how it felt
Tested out shallow waters
Why the hell even bother?
I decided to give in to
Careless waves like they meant well
They tell me to trust no one at all
Then ask why I keep my circle so small
Maybe it's just all my fault
Maybe there's a place for me
Somewhere in the middle, baby
Maybe I could drift between
A little bit of sane and crazy
Either way my hands are shaking
Holding onto habits
Better set down safely
But I cradle cravings
Like they need something from me
But they don't care about what I need
Maybe there's a place for me
Somewhere in the middle, baby
Maybe I could drift between
A little bit of sane and crazy
Been both lately, changes daily
Maybe there's a place for me
Somewhere in the middle, baby
Maybe I could drift between
A little bit of sane and crazy
Been both lately, changes daily