BeezyG - Final goodbye Lyrics

Sometimes we blind ourselves from the truth do to the feel of hurt
But open our eyes to the lies
Why
Why do we face death when we think of living
Why do we live while thinking of dying
If everything is so opposite
Should I be wishing to be alone

It's been three months since we last spoke
And now everything's starting to unfold
And I'm trying so hard to stay woke
But it's hard I thought that we would grow old
And I've been living my life like love is a must
And I gave it to you, you didn't believe in us
They say love takes two, why you leaving us
Had me lost inside your lies your deceiving us
We would argue I would tell you spend the night baby
There's nothing I want more then us being alright baby
You turn everything I do into a fight baby
Just know I'm struggling I know that you've been fine lately

Look at our memories and now you got me reminiscing
Look at your instagram and now I'm seeing who you kissing
And while you doing that am I the one that you been missing
I wanna say I'm proud of you for moving on and living
It's hard to move on from the past when you miss what it was
It's hard to love another girl when they not who you was
I blame myself for your actions and I say that because
I wasn't there when you needed me but said that I was
But where are you when I need you
You said that he's a best friend and I believed you
I know you thought that in your head I'll never leave you
But it gets hard when I hear from other people

That my first love, is no longer my first love
And that first hug, was so addictive like a drug
And that first touch, it was a feeling from above
And that last argument proved you ain't feelin us enough

But I want you to know
That you gon be great one day
And even if that means I gotta stay away
Just follow your dreams god gon paint the way
And if you get stuck just know that's okay
We'll go through it some day
We all have problems we gon solve them someway
Our love was like a road but you road the wrong way
We in one car we still gon have road rage
You love who you become but I miss your old ways
Growing up fast but still miss our old days
Writing love letters to you but I know you'll fold away
I thought love was true till I seen it float away

Now my first love, is no longer my first love
And that first hug, was so addictive like a drug
And our first touch, swear its a feeling from above
And our last argument proved you ain't feelin us enough
Man my first love, is no longer my first love
And our first hug, it was addictive like a drug
And your first touch, is now his I has enough
This my final goodbye no you ain't feelin us enough