Behan the Scene - Confide Lyrics

You know
I believe in you
I put my faith in you
And hope, at the end of the day
When I confess to you
May the truth abide and set sins aside
With rapture, I confide
Forgive me, I've kept distant
I've learned my purpose here, my mission
All I ask is for forgiveness
'Cause I forgave the unforgiven
I pray for my revival
You strengthen me, oh, I know
Life's a privilege, not a trial
I know you seein' right through
Oh, I'll confide this to you
Oh, I'll confide this to you
I've been livin' by a lie
This ain't me, not that guy
I just hide behind despite
Not who you think
I ain't like those other people
I don't care 'bout them either
'Cause truthfully, I can be evil
Selfishly, I need me, though
Pioneer of no deeper empathy
Carry near-none
Apathy's all I'd give you
Helpin' those, who in need of help
It's so I won't be the one to do it
I won't even
Darkest times, it's the season
Until I grieve, I don't need ya
If I can't breath, then I proceed to
Pray and whine
And find that karma's seekin' me
But I've realized that it backfires
'Cause now I'm dire need of treatment
Look how I've treat you
Now we're even; that's no secret
I do do things behind all y'all backs and
I admit that I've been seekin' out my pleasures
It's feedin' my weakness
Origin of the beef wit' me bein' facetious
I find it I keep it
Say nothing, no snake pit
High and octane been curious as a seed
Miss being a fetus, I can't put that on Jesus
I've kept distant
I've learned my purpose here, my mission
All I ask is for forgiveness
'Cause I forgave the unforgiven
I pray for my revival
You strengthen me, oh, I know
Life's a privilege, not a trial
I know you seein' right through
Oh, I'll confide this to you
Oh, I'll confide this to you
My father bothers to be proud of me
Says I get A's, but when is that comin'
I'll pay, that's child's play
All I can say, is that I can't
Get off your behind, make a move
Trapped in your fate, don't 'ceal your doom
I feel your pain brother, leave me to it
Shown my true colors, ink bleeds through it
May seem dumb, but um, get out that room
The day I uncovered, came out whom
All 'bout reality, but that ain't actually
What I live by, I don't live happily
Not ever after, it's after every
Time I'm capturin' a special moment
It all comes crashin' down the mountain
I'm just sitting, that's why I ain't winnin'
I sit here thinkin', I ain't truly diggin'
Deep enough, am I truly willin'
Am I to be tiltin' or will I eventually
Push my self to where there's no limits
Be forever truthful
No longer guilty
Been in many events, plenty, test me, ah
Test me, test me, awe
I've kept distant
I've learned my purpose here, my mission
All I ask is for forgiveness
'Cause I forgave the unforgiven
I pray for my revival
You strengthen me, oh, I know
Life's a privilege, not a trial
I know you seein' right through
Oh, I'll confide this to you
Oh, I'll confide this to you
If I'm gonna be honest
If I'm gonna speak on this
I've done sins, we've all did
I've took a stand and lead the way
Made a vow and to this day
How could you forgive me? I'm in vain
My fear is death, but that surrounds me
My doubt will likely try to drown me
You're around me, around you go
You're everything and anything
Here everyday in every way
It's been a while since I've prayed
Since I've confessed, but now you know
You are the revenant
Been by my side, after I've lied
These lyrics are what I've confided in