Beken - Carnival (feat. Django) Lyrics

I don't even sleep no more
When the bombs rain down
With a knock on the door
In a cold ass sweat I'm shaking
Laying on the bedroom floor
When the shots ring out I'm taken
To a place I was before
Come back home to the same old shit
In the same damn Place
It's a carnival
I don't even sleep no more
When the bombs rain down
With a knock on the door
In a cold ass sweat I'm shaking
Laying on the bedroom floor
When the shots ring out I'm taken
To a place I was before
Come back home to the same old shit
In the same damn Place
It's a carnival
It's a cold description
When your friend can't sit through a click
Without twitching
You can see it in his vision
Innocence diminished
In a paranoid prison
It's Like every other day
You still get caught up in the pain
It's just insane the way they say
To change your frame
Disgrace your name
Invade your space
And place the blame
On what you made
Let's say one day
You may
Start hearing grenades
But it's just thunder and some rain
They're just so matter of fact
Like all it is is an act
So you're still under attack
After the fact that you're back
So it's no wonder you're cold
Because you hate coming home
When you know that you're alone
There's nowhere else you can go
And so you start to hide
Behind your eyes
Inside your mind
Beyond the lies
Beyond the pride
Beyond the time
You tried and tried
Divide the hive
Rewind the drive
Remind the blind
The palette's dry
My ride or die
His sacrifice
I pride my life
On what he hides
I don't even sleep no more
When the bombs rain down
With a knock on the door
In a cold ass sweat I'm shaking
Laying on the bedroom floor
When the shots ring out I'm taken
To a place I was before
Come back home to the same old shit
In the same damn Place
It's a carnival
I don't even sleep no more
When the bombs rain down
With a knock on the door
In a cold ass sweat I'm shaking
Laying on the bedroom floor
When the shots ring out I'm taken
To a place I was before
Come back home to the same old shit
In the same damn Place
It's a carnival
There just ain't a prescription
For the twisted, vivid, images mentioned
Just shut up and listen
While B-Ken and Django try to split the difference
It's a brutal truth
What all these dudes
Are going through
Confused, abused
Your view's askew
What would you do
Refuse to move
Or choose to lose
Or tie the noose
Deny the truth
Or use the booze
Cause that's what most of them do
After they go to die for you.
It's just so easy to see
When you refuse to believe
You just don't have what they need
Because they're not a disease
And all the faces you make
When one of them gets the shakes
It makes me want to engage
And rip your soul from its cage
You think you know
You don't, you won't
You're weak,
A f*cking joke
Alone and soaked
The rain is hope
The pain is slow
The brain is broke
Chained to the corp
Faith is no more
An open door
For blood and gore
Maintain the course
Refrain remorse
Forget the corpse
It's just your orders
It ain't your decision
To envision a mission
Where you're sentence is hidden
All the blood and crimson
All the men and women
That would die in an instant
So that we can be distant
From the system stemming
From hate and division
So just quit your bitching
Til you witness this shit
You get no opinion
I don't even sleep no more
When the bombs rain down
With a knock on the door
In a cold ass sweat I'm shaking
Laying on the bedroom floor
When the shots ring out I'm taken
To a place I was before
Come back home to the same old shit
In the same damn Place
It's a carnival
I don't even sleep no more
When the bombs rain down
With a knock on the door
In a cold ass sweat I'm shaking
Laying on the bedroom floor
When the shots ring out I'm taken
To a place I was before
Come back home to the same old shit
In the same damn Place
It's a carnival