Belfilea - Joy Lyrics

Blessings
Always bringing me joy
You make me drown
Blessings

Blessings I can't even count like hands
I just want you to feel what I want, yeah
All of these blessings all in one hand
Love you so much that I don't even understand

Before the darkness, you were my light
When you smiled, you shone bright
To my heart, bright surprise
I ain't even in love with you till I realized

You bring me joy, you bring me joy, joy
With you I rejoice
When it comes to love, I'm a stupid ass nigga
And I always make the wrong choices

I'm not a sedative, thinking about you
I'll find nobody else like you
I believe I really gave all my feelings to you
There you go, telling me it is what it is

Definitely way too deep
Cause I ain't even mad at this shit
Just kinda sad that you didn't wanna try
It was my joy and my pride

Can't believe I really cried
Let my feelings overflow, now I'm dry
Ready to take a bullet for your ass and die
Put me in a hearse, your love was a curse

Bet you'll never find another nigga like this
What it is, what it is
Hope that you find what you're looking for
I ain't gon' hate, but baby you were so great

You bring me joy, joy, joy
You also bring my depression
You gon' be alone in the end
God sent you for your ugly sins

You bring me joy though
So I want you to hold me close
Close, raindrops
I'm sad that you're not here

Where are you going, dear
If it ain't you
All my feelings, all my money too
I want you to be my baby

I'm talking to my wifey
I want you to be my trophy
I ain't tryna put you on that splashin
I raised all these things

Blessings, blessings
Blessings, I can't even count on my hands
Blessings, you're the one in the hands
I don't want these blessings, all I need one hand

Love you so much that I don't even understand
You were the darkness, you were my light
When you didn't smile, you shone bright
You took my heart by surprise

And I ain't even love you till I realize
You bring me joy, joy, joy
With you I rejoice
Always bringing me joy