Bella Morte - Idkwtfida Lyrics

Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow
Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow

About a year or 2 today
My life began to change
But not for the better
Two best friends in the grave
Not tryna be too sappy
I Just wanna be happy
And feel like myself for a day
Now I'm f*ckin 17
Lost all my hopes and dreams
I'm makin no cream
And I'm off a f*ckin bean
Friends don't wanna talk to me
Everybody's tossin me
Usually alone but everybody is accosting me

Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow
Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow

I don't believe in god but I hope you're both in heaven
Everything I said, Hope you both know that I meant it
It's been 2 f*ckin years and I still leave you voicemails
Knowing you won't answer but I'm going down a dark trail
I f*ckin hate myself
Cause I know I could've done more
Put my feelings on the shelf
Too busy crying on the damn floor
It's getting hard to face it
Anxious, impatient
Those 10 days of the new year
How the hell did I wind up here

Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow
Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow
Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow
Ay
I don't know
What the f*ck I'm doing anymore
I been told
All this shit is f*ckin up my flow