Beltran - Again and Again Lyrics

I've been lost before
But nothing like this
Why did you go?
Am I another sin?
Am I just another sin?

Again and again you go up and leave
I question us together so you go and leave
You don't understand my personality
You don't understand
You don't understand
Where did it all go wrong
Where did it all go wrong

Why did this just happen?
Was it for a change of status?
You thought you were a king
But you really were just average
I miss you as a friend
But I'm happy living lavish
I didn't know it would end
But I'm happy something happened
You really can't tell real or fakes anymore
My doors were wide open but now my feelings are closed
I don't know what to say cause you were my friend
I don't wanna put you on blast but I hope the message sends
Again and again
And again and again
This really always happens
When will it all really end
And I can't put all my emotions in two verses
And I hope you really notice but texting would be pointless
I really hope i never see you again
The type of man you are really deserves no friends
Maybe it would be better if you even apologized
But don't try coming now for me to sympathize

Again and again
And again and again
Feelings are closed
You don't even know
You don't even know
I miss the times like this
Where we could go out and just act like kids
Midnight freestyles yeah we were Kings
But we never knew what was happening

One day ima be in the hills
Thinking about you would just give me chills

Better as friends?
Did it all end?
My High times coming down so the colors blend
I question everything cause i don't want it to go again
I don't want my heartbreaks to ever happen again
My feelings ignored
Do i go climbing aboard?
Or jump off this ship
Man I just don't know
Because I feel like I'm drowning anyways
And I let the waves drag me just so I could feel something
Anything
I don't want to make assumptions
Insecurities is what made me want to love it,
Love you
It's love on the brain
That makes you feel this way
That causes all this pain
And that truly drives you insane
Oh
Where did you go?
Why did you go?
Yeah
Uh

Again and again
And again and again
Feelings are closed
You don't even know
You don't even know
I miss the times like this
Where we could go out and just act like kids
Midnight freestyles yeah we were Kings
But we never knew what was happening