Ben Kweller - Optimystic Lyrics

I need to get a grip on what's happening around me
I need to take a dip in the pool of tranquility
I lock myself away alone inside the bedroom
It's easy breezy, can't ya please me with the head gloom straight to

Happiness, wanna die, death Kiss, get high
Stay high, lose your heart in the heart of a junkyard
Wow, I'm not optimistic now, I'm not optimistic now

Who woulda thunk me always drunk would be a problem? (Problem)
You shouldn't care pill-popionaire you come and gobbl'em (gobbl'em)
I'd lock myself alone with you in any bedroom (bedroom)
You're hot to trot and I am not that's why I'm on this path to

Happiness, wanna die, death Kiss, get high
Stay high, close your heart, back to start, brains go pow
I'm not optimistic now, I'm not optimistic (now) now

Happiness, wanna die, death Kiss, get high
Stay high, close your heart, back to start, and brains go pow
I'm not optimistic now, I'm not optimistic now
I'm not optimistic now, I'm not optimistic now
I'm not optimistic now

Ooh, optimistic
Ooh, optimistic
Ooh, optimistic
Now
Na-ee-ow
A-ee-ow
A-ee-ow
Now