Ben Provencial - Feel A Lot Lyrics

Sitting in silence
You don't see me
I'm insincere and all
I can't think is how it's worse if I don't talk
Tomorrow will hurt and if I'm lonely
I'll regret it all
There's just some words you can't take back but
I need to tell you everything I need you to know
It's hard to say I've tried
I understand it's wrong but I don't wanna let go
I want you to know just how I feel
But God, I'm scared to be on my own
Trying my best to heal
I never
If I told you how I feel
I would feel a lot better
It's not ideal
Probably need to be all alone
Don't wanna make it real
Forever
If I told you how I feel
I would feel a lot better, yeah
If I told you how I feel
I would feel a lot
How do I speak so you can hear me
I'm such a mess and all
I can do is try my best to tell the truth
Why do I hide from my emotions
I've built up all these walls
I guess I'm scared I'll ruin it all but
I need to tell you everything I need you to know
It's hard to say goodbye
Understand it's wrong but I don't wanna let go
I want you to know just how I feel
But God, I'm scared to be on my own
Trying my best to heal
I never
If I told you how I feel
I would feel a lot better
It's not ideal
Probably need to be all alone
Don't wanna make it real forever
If I told you how I feel
I would feel a lot better, yeah
If I told you how I feel
I would feel a lot better, yeah
If I told you how I feel
I would feel a lot better, yeah