Benjamin Spellman - Addiction Lyrics

I'm still running from these things
Made my life change so different
Can't stop now, I'm addicted
Leave it alone I still miss it
I can't runaway, hide inside my pride
Wanna change my life, I'm still stuck inside
The same old cycles and all the lies
Tell them I'm OK, but I'm not alright
So I
Spark some herb
Spit a verse
For a glimpse of a life with no worries and
Let it burn
Feel the herb
Start to feel it all deep in my spirit and
Wanna leave, from this Earth
Anything for a couple of minutes and
Know I'm lost, Lord I cry
Take away all of the pain I been dealing with
I'm still running from these things
Made my life change so different
Can't stop now, I'm addicted
Leave it alone I still miss it
I get my check in the bank
Look like I'ma go cop me some stank
Momma ask what am I spending for
Sorry Mom, I was just racking my plate
I just had to go shopping today
Say that the plug got me on green
Oh no my check start to look thin
I guess I'ma just fiend to fit in
I'm still running from these things
Made my life change so different
Can't stop now, I'm addicted
Leave it alone I still miss it
Pain and addiction
I'm feelin' afflicted
Then I hit the booth and I kick it
I smoke me a spliff, and I spit from the soul
I'm on a mission but I was on hold
You thought I was distant, yeah I was right there
You gotta junkie, kids are not cared
I did not fear
Know that real shit, I can supply
I was doin' big shit, you know what's poppin'
Higher than an addict but I'm vibing on some boss shit
In the basement, this is greatness I can taste it
I can write it, teleprompter
Truly sicko, tell the doctor
You'd be crazy not to bump this
Fugazi and probably bummy
Chillin' in the belly of the beast and I hear it rumblin'
We hungry for this shit
Yeah and I ain't ate in days, but we made a couple hits
Yeah it's Benny with the vision, I'm just here with the assist
I'm still running from these things
Made my life change so different
Can't stop now, I'm addicted
Leave it alone I still miss it
I'm still running from these things
Made my life change so different
Can't stop now, I'm addicted
Leave it alone I still miss it