Benji - Zola Rose Lyrics

Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah
Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah
Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah
Livin' my life in control yeah, livin' my life in control yeah

Benji' floatin' on the wave
Must be something in the water now
Makes it hard to run away
I gotta do it for my daughter now

I remember it was like 5am
I get to the hospital and I get to the room
And I open the door, there she is she's laying there in the basinet
Cute ass little baby
Real cute little baby
I walk over and I got my hat on
My head's already down, it was early I ain't got no coffee
And I take one look at the baby, and I go straight to the corner
I just sit there, I don't say a word
I was like I can't believe this is really happening
Like this is some crazy shit
Her mom pulls me out the room
'Can I talk to you for a second?'
I was like yeah sure let's go
We get to talking and then she just says it
I'm like Ohhhhhh FUCK

Used to say I never changed
But all that been makin' it harder now
Keep adapting to the wave
Benji. Benji. Walkin' on the water now
I Used to catch it like I'm racing
Tryna catch it any day now
I've been practicing my patience
I been waiting any day now
Movin' forward from the basic
See the vision, f*ck the lasek
Tryna' cover up my traces
Cause I ain't going back to ain't shit

Look, We speak a silent art, Humble when we go to work
Diligent like Noah's ark, negligent of mother earth
Father time be on the clock, trippin' when he on the perk
Sippin' when the light is dark
Whippin' finna hit a skrt
Screechin' on a tire mark, flippin' when we feel the hurt
Lifted when we find the spark
Take a chance extend the vert
Shooting with a higher arc
Bigger man, bigger shirt
Bigger fit to size my heart
Oversize the introvert

F*ck it, I said don't me the rapper nigga, I'm Pittsburgh's chance
All that shit you be talking don't even fit y'all stance
Y'all just an image for the game for us to make our plans
For us to make our move, y'all just an interlude
Normally I don't talk my shit but the rain's about to fall
So I don't give no shits, see I don't give no f*cks
And Y'all can suck my dick
See All I needed was my soul, and you just sold your shit
I've been depressed for awhile but now I smile through the fog 'cause I won't be here long
I've been patience with the waiting cause I've been that strong
I never switch for the image or just to pop for a minute
I always stuck to my guns, extended my range that far
All my niggas around me ain't never changed with the weather
When the rain poured down we all just pulled out umbrellas
We always saw brighter days even walking for miles
I had enough of complaining but I'm gonna walk with a smile, it's all good

Awww shit, look
Ay You gonna be my baby daddy Benji (nope)
You the only one I f*cked so you the father Benji (nope)
But I'm 5 months pregnant this your daughter Benji (nope)
If you don't raise this baby you gonna make it harder Benji (Ehhhh)
First off yeah I hit it raw shouldn't have happened
Next day, Nick smashed you in the lamest of fashions
So when you told me you were pregnant peep the question I asked you
Are you sure it ain't his? My pull out game is immaculate
You say y'all ain't ever f*cked so you lying already
You said the dates match up to me so go prepare the confetti
I said f*ck it, I'm gonna own it Lord knows I'll be petty
I'm gonna raise my baby girl but something never felt steady
4.5 months later she's f*ckin ready to pop
I'm f*ckin anxious this situation put me through a lot
5am I'm walking in to see my daughter alive
Open the door to see her face and got a crazy surprise

THIS BABY DON'T LOOK A DAMN THING LIKE ME
OH SHIT GOD DAMN THIS SOME SHIT I CAN'T BELIEVE
I'M BLACK AS FUCK, THIS BABY YELLOW YELLOW YELLOW LIKE A BUS
MY HAIR SO NAPPY WHEN I COMB IT I START BLEEDING FROM MY GUMS
SEE I GOT ROYALTY LOYALTY ALL UP IN MY DNA
YOU OUT HERE TRYNA COLLECT ROYALTIES BASED OFF MY DNA
WE TOOK A TEST CONFIRM IT TO MATCH THE GIFT OF DISCERNMENT
YOU NOT THE FATHER MY NIGGA GO BACK TO LIVIN YOU HEARD ME