Bent - Tabula Rasa Lyrics

Here's to turning a new leaf
And wondering what I've done
In search of self betterment
But sapping all my fun
Wandered into the desert
With little direction
I sure it's worth it
'Cause I'm losing everyone

I may be missing
The things I once had
Life always changes
But that doesn't mean that it's bad
I dwell on the past
Because it was rad
And just 'cause I'm better
It doesn't mean I'm not sad

Breaking all my old habits
Is harder than it seemed
Removing coping substances
Just makes me want to scream
Every single day I question
If it's still worth it
Why is the choice all or nothing
Tempting me to quit?