Bermudas - Growing Dirt Lyrics

This dirt is growing soft
Getting ready for our burial
Or just the departure of me
Mumbling under my breath
Watching you swim in your fish bowl
Caring would be
Energy spent
I'll sever all ties of electro-emotication
You'll see no thought behind my eyes
To keep my peace- zombie alteration
Raise up this bud to life
Avoid I-told-you-so's
Is this my cliché life?
Give my heart for disposal
Forgive me rings inside
But it's impossible
I know that I am in here somewhere

And then you welcome me
So sick of this charade
I know these condescending moments will fade
Just cast myself aside
Threw my line, caught a worm
Hope's my protective vest and it is about to burst
I'm growing weak and I can't seem to break through shadows
I'm growing, I'm growing dirt

Wander, you wander
Dreaming of life and keep me on the outside
Erect a house and lock me on the inside, alive
When you told me that you need me
I'd allow you to deceive me
Not because you're good at lying
But because I'm bad at goodbyes
The truth, is hard
Especially when two minds have choked each other off
Sometimes flames can just be fire
Burn me down with your desire
Scratch me out
Write me in
I know that I am in here somewhere

And then you welcome me
So sick of this charade
I know these condescending moments will fade
Just cast myself aside
Threw my line, caught a worm
Hope's my protective vest and it is about to burst
I'm growing weak and I can't seem to break through shadows
I'm growing, I'm growing dirt

Scratch me out and write me in
I know just where this will begin
Scratch me out and write me in
I know just where this thing will end