I thought I fixed these problems that are stuck in my head
I said goodbye to the weight that was holding me down
It wasn't good enough, I got more issues than I thought
And these late night drives won't save me
I can't find a light to fight the dark
I've been searching for the best part of myself
And for the longest time I've been unsuccessful
I prayed for hope and I got nothing in return
I'm still losing sense of who I am and my friends tell me
I'm not the person I used to be, I'm stalling yet again
And I've got nobody to blame this time
Just my own sins to repent
My head feels heavy now, burdened with all your problems
Because now you can't face them, I'm left to pick up the pieces
I've been searching for the best part of myself
And for the longest time I've been unsuccessful
I prayed for hope and I got nothing in return
I'm still losing sense of who I am and my friends tell me
I'm not the person I used to be, I'm stalling yet again
And I've got nobody to blame this time
Just my own sins to repent
I tried my hardest, kept you both distant
But now I see things more clearly
I'm sick of trying, can't keep distracting
I wanna be forgotten, and to know that you're miserable
I'm still searching for myself, it's been unsuccessful
I prayed for hope and I got nothing in return
I'm still losing sense of who I am and my friends tell me
I'm not the person I used to be, I'm stalling yet again
And I've got nobody to blame this time
Just my own sins to repent