I feel so worthless, I can't sleep anymore
I'm so lost, not myself, getting harder to ignore
These feelings I have won't fade away
And my wishful thinking always leads me astray
But I need you more than ever
To see me through this new endeavour
So sick of walks through Temple Park
And overthinking bad decisions till the sky turns dark
I've grown so bored of these charades, I've never felt this low
When all is said and done, will you still want me there?
Tell me again why you can't stay
My head's a mess, I hang on every word you say
Cos I'm still feeling worse for wear
I've lost myself and I only feel despair
I've grown so bored of these charades, I've never felt this low
When all is said and done, will you still want me there?
I can taste the blood in my throat from screaming
My eyes are heavy and my mind feels weak
I count the days until it's all over
And I dream of dreams I know I'll never reach
I feel so worthless, I can't sleep anymore
I'm so lost, not myself, getting harder to ignore
Go!
Time goes on, I'm still sad
Why am I still here in the first place?