Bezzy - Losing Myself Lyrics

I been going through it I ain't been Myself lately
I been taking pills my girl say put em on the shelf baby
But these drugs numb the pain I cant tell you how it feels but this war inside my head is hell and torture in itself baby
Devil wanna dance she be hitting up my cell lately
I ain't seen my daughter in a month I dont feel like celebrating
Pop this molly put some bars in my guts I'm self medicating smoking heavy anxiety got my hyperventilating
I wake up and smoke to get out of my head
Whoa
I'm paranoid so ima f*ckin sleep when I'm dead
Whoa whoa
That's what I stay with the 4 for betrayal all i know
Cant fully trust a hoe if he ain't gang then he ain't bro
That's why I stay with a pole betrayal all i know
Cant fully trust a hoe if he ain't gang then he ain't bro
I got PTSD like herbo and juice
13 kicked out I was serving the food
Pouring purple into blue
Me and kylan sipping syrup in school
Mike Jones said it was cool
That was before I ever heard of future
I was chunking deuces listening to DJ Screw looking for someone to juug kid
And you dont want no smoke like a juul kid
I'm geeked up never hung with the cool kids
Karma got me depressed violent and addicted
The sirens bring anxiety that's why I got prescripted
Shit I cant even trust my bitches cuz everybody switches
Whoa
I wake up and smoke to get out of my head
Whoa
I'm paranoid so ima f*ckin sleep when I'm dead
Whoa whoa
That's what I stay with the 4 for betrayal all i know
Cant fully trust a hoe if he ain't gang then he ain't bro
That's why I stay with a pole betrayal all i know
Cant fully trust a hoe if he ain't gang then he ain't bro