BHB - Where Would I Be Lyrics

Thought I was on my deathbed, on my deathbed
I was really stressin', I was stressin
All that stressin' it done turned depression
Thought the Lord was down with me like you gon' learn this lesson

Thought I was on my deathbed had me stressin
I was caught up in my feelings I was thinkin' reckless
Thought the Lord was done with me like you gon' learn this lesson
I was so deep in my sin that I ain't see forgiveness
Learn this lesson, you gon' learn this lesson
My mind done turned on me like I was feelin' helpless
I ain't know which way to turn like I done signed my death wish
I was six feet in the ground drownin' in my casket
I was dead and gone, didn't see the light couldn't find my way home
Couldn't fight cause I knew I was wrong
No one insight, I was so all alone yeah, yeah
But he changed all my ways, saw me deep up in my sin and pulled me out the grave
Said he shed his blood for me so I won't live this way
Now just for repent of all your sins I'll show amazing grace

Sometimes I think about, sometimes I think about a life without you
What would I be about, where would I be if I didn't have you
Sometimes I think about, sometimes I think about a life without you
What would I be about, where would I be if I didn't have you
Thought I was on my deathbed, on my deathbed
I was really stressin', I was stressin'
All that stressin' it done turned depression
Thought the Lord was down with me like you gon' learn this lesson

Now I'm on my way up, my way up
The old me is dead I just had to shake him
Had to put my trust in Jesus cause he the way
Yahweh, Yahweh, never be the same
Left the old me in the water right in Jesus name
And I'm filled with Holy Spirit now I'm really saved
No more time for all my feelings gotta walk in faith
And I'm ready for every battle that come my way
No I ain't jokin, Holy Ghost fire filling me now I'm just smoking
If you want it you can get it yeah I'm overflowing
Got that power inside of me and yeah it's really potent
Every captive will be free, every devil gotta flee
And not because of me, but the God inside of me

Sometimes I think about, sometimes I think about a life without you
What would I be about, where would I be if I didn't have you
Sometimes I think about, sometimes I think about a life without you
What would I be about, where would I be if I didn't have you
Thought I was on my deathbed, on my deathbed
I was really stressing, I was stressing
All that stressing it done turned depression
Thought the Lord was down with me like you gon' learn this lesson

Now I'm on my way up, my way up
The old me is dead I just had to shake him
Had to put my trust in Jesus cause he the way
Yahweh, Yahweh, never be the same
Left the old me in the water right in Jesus name
And I'm filled with Holy Spirit now I'm really saved
No more time for all my feelings gotta walk in faith
And I'm ready for every battle that come my way