New Name Video (MV)

Dear summer, I know that you been yearning For me
Curtain closed (is you crazy)
Think I let a curtain hold me
Lately though, it feel like I been losin more
People least I still got you & baby bro we 2 and 0
And Even though I walk wit Jesus I still give 'Em hell
Go to God for answers throw yo thesis in a Wishing well
Never on the Gram, or should I call it kiss & tell
The devil is a lying bitch and bitch I'm really Living well
And sometimes I just sit n melt into a reverie
And I can't help but shake my head at all the shit they telling me
I dodged a thousand felonies before I ever fell on knees
I shed a tear just knowin that you was right there in hell with me, even when I was sellin E
- blessed beyond belief and I don't deserve it
The fiends is itchin I was there to scratch was happy to serve it
My soul deserted, made me whole again I'm living with purpose
And I'm at peace wit balancing all of the gifts wit the curses
I'll neva hurt on you again and that's a testament
But can he really live up to his word that's a real test of men
This shit is excrement cuz you ain't here so what's the use of all this decadence
Addressing elephants in the room is part of excellence
Stopped and smelled the flowers I ain't goin back, but once in a blue moon
I'm just intuned to, a cold fact
- Sosa money gang, growth a funny thing
I ain't always moving forward baby I may go insane
I just need a minute for I go insane
Growth a funny thing growth a funny thing
Look at God do it, baby won't be though
Miss it you ain't watchin tho it ain't a dog and pony show
If they don't hold me down - I still lift em up
Growth a funny thing, & I ain't livin bitter f*ck
No I come through, - front doors
Hate me all they want and all I know how to do is love more
I want more, much moe
(And he can't be bothered he ain't lookin at that Bullshit)
Mostly can't be bothered cuz I listened to that pullpit
When I sit and think I still cannot believe I pulled this, off
Baby true I payed the full cost
- then some now it's time for income
- Life good, ya lose some ya win some
- Assholes are just like opinions
I can't shake the fact that my soul ache
-it got dark, ya stayed for the whole thang
-I guess hearts get holes and they gon drain
-sorry that there's no such thing as no pain
& it's beautiful as ever baby
Shattering a goal every single time we set it baby
F*ckin on a baddy wit me, been through the most and a couple caddy's wit me
Know I'm lucky, pushin 40 I still got my daddy wit me
And you can call me what ya want cuz when I get my new name
-I'll be like Titty 2 Chainz, what happened shit I grew fangs
We walkin on a new road, I had to make a new lane
I'm stackin every dollar, and even all da loose change
I'll neva say I'm the greatest, that title go to Dwayne
And I just wanna be free, I feel like Andy dufregne
Cried out to God he was like, I finally see that you rang
Ya not a sheep anymore, I hope ya like ya new mane
Among the men you a lion so have more pride
Let em hear the king roar, stead of shoutn war cries
Let me have my peace though, such a sight for sore eyes
Let me be yo peace too, let's go where there's more life
Body like a Norse God, tatted like a sketchbook
Combination uppercut a jab and then a left hook
Bite em in they ear too, decide what I adhere to
Only thing I found is trauma lookin in the rear view
Notin that's as dear to me and that's yo friendship
Can't nobody stop two souls becoming kindred
Netty left my heart broke, took some time to mend it
I know that it's just life, and everything is splen-did
Ain't nothin stronger than a broken man building back
Though my intentions were good, I played the villain at
Time for the big show, save all ya energy
It's time to live more, love ya more tenderly