BIG30 - SO MUCH ON MY MIND Lyrics

Blrrrd, blrrrd

I got so much (much, so much), so much shit up on my mind (my mind)
Got twenty niggas locked and niggas I need dyin' (they dyin' on me)
My nigga pillow talkin', like I ain't gave him a dime (why?)
I take care everybody (everybody) and they family includin' mine (mine too)
'Cause I'm my brother keeper, got his back just like a spine (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I hit my knees and talk to God like (yeah), "Please, Lord, why?" (Please, lord, why?)
Like, where did I go wrong? (Where?) God, please give me a sign (a sign)
I'm thinkin' 'bout Nuskie right now, I'm punchin' in cryin' (got me in here cryin')

Vicious thoughts runnin' through my head, bae, we can't wine and dine (can't)
Like, every day I think I'ma kill somethin' or gon' die (I think)
I know they wanna kill me, wanna put one in my mind (they wan' kill)
I know these niggas pussies (I know it), they can't look me in my eyes (I know it)
I ain't gon' lie, I'm tired, but givin' up just ain't in me (can't lie)
Can't let 'em get up on me (I can't), I squeeze the switch 'til it's empty (blrrrd)
These niggas hate the air I breathe, I know these niggas envy (they hate me)
Play crazy if you want to, another killin' in memphis (play crazy)
I done had plenty bitches (plenty bitches), but I love my bitch
This glock done saved my life so many times I hug my switch (I love my switch)
I keep it on my side, I could be in a tub or shittin' (or shittin')
All hunnids, spreadin' a 100K (all hunnids), no dubs, you trippin' (cash)
Swear I love the trenches (I love), your wife a slut, you simpin' (what?)
I could never just have one bitch in my blood, it's pimpin' (blood)
It ain't on me, it's in me (it's in me), I was brought up off the killin'
I grew up around murderers, fell in love with spinnin' (murder, murder, murder)
Ayy (ayy), I fell in love with hittin' a nigga block (yeah)
Got a need for speed, I fell in love with high-speedin' the cops (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I done thugged in plenty niggas' hood who won't come on my block (on god)
I really get shit done, niggas steady dyin' and gettin' shot (come outside)
It's the summer time, it's gettin' hot
It's gon' be a cold summer, lot of bodies finna drop (drop)
All that clubbin' gotta stop (stop)
Ain't no more danglin' with these thots (these thots)
These hoes don't love you, they'll send a drop and send your ass up top (on God)
Get out the way, a lot of gangster shit finna take place (yeah)
You ain't no killer 'cause you got that gun, you in the way (look here)
You ain't did half the shit I did (half), lil' boy, and that's on Grape (on Grape)
I put that bag on your head (that bag) if my weigh up don't match

I got so much (much, so much), so much shit up on my mind (my mind)
Got twenty niggas locked and niggas I need dyin' (they dyin' on me)
My nigga pillow talkin', like I ain't gave him a dime (why?)
I take care everybody (everybody) and they family includin' mine (mine too)
'Cause I'm my brother keeper, got his back just like a spine (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I hit my knees and talk to God like (yeah), "Please, Lord, why?" (Please, lord, why?)
Like, where did I go wrong? (Where?) God, please give me a sign (a sign)
I'm thinkin' 'bout Nuskie right now, I'm punchin' in cryin' (got me in here cryin')

I said I'm punchin' in cryin', blrrrd
Free them members, long live my nigga, Big Blrrrd