Big Grizzy - NUMB Lyrics

I wanna stop myself before I try too hard
Sadness is what I breathe every single day of life
I wish I could predict my own future
But it seems like it doesn't go that way
Look back at my nostalgic past
Sometimes I think I'm no one
Call me a social outcast
Damn, I don't know what to think
Knowing that it really happened
For real this time
Death in the flesh
Heartbreak is what stopped me from breathing
Know everyone fears it in so many ways
Closed my casket
Never resurrected
Gave you my love letter
But seemed to have never read it
Wanted to work it out or try to work right around it
But you went straight for the knife and stabbed me in the heart
Drinking to relieve the pain
Smoking to make myself numb
Yeah, I am done
I just wanna be numb
Took so many drugs
I just wanna be numb
You're killing me slowly and you don't even notice
I tried to open the book but you end up closing it
I just wanna say farewell
I wish I could see you again
But you want me to stay away from you
Didn't have a clue what you did to me
It was pretty selfish
I'm tired of explaining over and over again
I'm guessing this is the end
Being numb doesn't sound that bad
I wonder how long it would last
I just wanna have fun
Thought it was tough
But actually turned weak
Yeah, I am done
I just wanna be numb
Took so many drugs
I just wanna be numb
Yeah, I am done
I just wanna be numb
Took so many drugs
I just wanna be numb