Big Murph - Terrible Things Lyrics

(Hook)
Lost my heart to the drink
Lost my soul in between
Went from a fiend to a king
Made this all off a dream
What you know about that
What you know about that
What you know about that
What you know about this dream
Lost my wife cause of me
Sometimes do terrible things
Lost my sight can't see
Done Dug me a hole too deep
What you know about that
What you know about that
What you know about that
What you know about this dream

(Verse)
What you know about staying up all night and you really wanna drink but you tryna get clean
Feeling like a fiend take a look in the mirror tell yourself man how could this man be me
What have I done to myself my health and my wealth I done tore apart my whole family
Look into the eyes of demon but now I'm just seeing what's looking back is really just me
How could this be I cannot breath
Ever since the day that you up and left me
Terrible things it's all That I can think
How could I let the drink compromise me
Wish that I could take it all back but I can't
Wish that you would take me back but you ain't
Feeling mundane I'm the one to blame
Really wanna blank but I really just can't

(Verse 2)
What you know about tryna chase down your dream but the rug gets constantly pulled from yo feet
Really underneath feeling unachieved
Feeling so much now I can't feel a thing
Feel like an under dog about to break his leash like a beast and unleash all the demons in me have a feast on the weak and deplete all the pain and the anger that's constantly eating at me
Will I ever get her back
Will my kids miss their dad
Will I ever get through that
Will I ever get me back learned to
Hate myself and I really fell in love with that
Everything happened so fast
When I Came clean bout the past
But you ain't have to go and do that
Lately been feeling so sad so mad
So broke From the pain I collapse