BigXthaPlug - Lost The Love Lyrics

(Ayo, Sheff)
I wonder why it always seems to rain
When I have lost the love
I have lost the love
I have lost the love

Ayy
I done lost all the love I've had for these nigga
Be real, I been thinkin' 'bout spazzin' on nigga
These bitches be weird, always naggin' a nigga
But quick to come ask for some cash from a nigga
Sometimes I be wishin' a nigga ain't make it
'Cause this shit get rough but the bag a little different
Sometimes I just want to wake up and go missin'
But this shit hit different, not average, nigga
Eighty-some shows in a year, I been gettin' in that cell
Had a vision, got out on a mission
Since I was sixteen ain't gon' lie, I been Crippin' and hittin'
Go ask, BigX standin' on business
Got him a bag, doubled up and start givin'
That's when they start trippin', I hope that you listen
These nigga is grimy, they want how you livin'
No lovin' these women, they lookin' for tricks
Like where was these folks in that spot with that kitchen?
Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?
Where was these folks the long nights I was dealin'?
How you gon' want what I got and ain't did it?
My family gon' call when they broke and I get it
As soon as you tell them no once, you the villain
Not once have they checked on my son and I'm chillin'
Depressed I can't be with my boy every minute
I fell out with my brother, that shit hurt my spirit
But we all gotta learn, hope he change and start listenin'
Hope he keep his pole on him, they spinnin'
The life that he livin', I know that he sinnin'
I got two little girls on the way, I been trippin'
So scarred from the love that I dub all these women
So God gave me two, now I'm seein' it vivid
I get it, a thousand more reasons for livin'
Know that I want to check out and just give it up
How I got all of these problems? I'm rich as f*ck
Hoes don't want love, all these hoes want a tummy tuck
These nigga ain't gangster, just mad that they broke as f*ck
Ease the pain when I drink out that double cup
Only time that I'm hurt when I sober up
Smile in your face, but I swear that's a cover-up
Rappin' my pain, this the shit that y'all wanted, huh?

Like where was these folks in that spot with that kitchen?
Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?
Where was these folks the long nights I was dealin'?
How you gon' want what I got and ain't did it?