Billy - double back (feat. rouri404) Lyrics

I need you to go tonight
Feel it in my spine
Alive
Turn it into gold
It breaks down
Then we overlap and intertwine
For you baby I would've
Defied enemies
Held your hand until we could
See past penalties
Tried to f*ck up my whole life
My specialty
Don't try to reason with you or myself
Eliminate the times I think about it often
Dive into my brain and take apart
What you locked in
Obvious you only ever show
For the mosh pit
When I was tryna find you
Backstage
Tripped on my own two left feet
Crisscrossed and jumped
Through plenty hoops
Growing up my own's too messy
But oh you're just not fun to be around
Tripped on my own two left feet
Crisscrossed and jumped
Through plenty hoops
Growing up's not that hard anymore
I been overthinking
Can't get myself too attached
Told myself I wouldn't
Then I went and doubled back
All of my ideas keep on slipping
Through the cracks
Told myself I wouldn't then I went and doubled back
I been overthinking
Can't get myself too attached
Told myself I wouldn't
Then I went and doubled back
All of my ideas keep on slipping
Through the cracks
Told myself I wouldn't then I went and doubled back
Building up walls and then
I tear down photographs
I took back in my home town
Tinted lens, I'm peering through the glass now
Sorry my friend
No free clout
I hope all my haters falling in a f*cking well
Oh well
Running through the city
Told my homies all crouch
F*cking with my boys
You get punched in your mouth
I been overthinking
Can't get myself too attached
Told myself I wouldn't
Then I went and doubled back
All of my ideas keep on slipping
Through the cracks
Told myself I wouldn't then I went and doubled back
I been overthinking
Can't get myself too attached
Told myself I wouldn't
Then I went and doubled back
All of my ideas keep on slipping
Through the cracks
Told myself I wouldn't then I went and doubled back
Goreset
So we're back with
To things I didn't mean to
Scaring
Every thought you haven't seen through
Miles away
Shit's burning you can't get out
Screaming for your life but I won't hear a sound
Let's just call it
I keep falling back into the same old shit
All my problems death it blossoms
Every time I swing my wrist