Bipolar Ecstasy - Alright (feat. MattyFlex) Lyrics

Walking through these halls, nothings feeling alright
Talking to myself cause,
I cant fight these f*cking feelings that wont stay buried, locked inside this f*cking cage but I guess I'm feeling alright
I caught myself staring out the window tonight
Thought about giving into to your betrayal, but I'm always having these demons telling me what you been doing, always screaming bout some dude you been screwing
Watching those same lies flow through them blue eyes, cant I just f*cking breathe, alright

You got me thinking back to better days
Having hope in the lives we made
Wishing there were better ways
Trying to dig myself out these f*cking graves
Someone please just save me from all this goddamn pain

Now look, you got me using his name in vain
I cant complain though.. you took what's best from me
Everything holy and everything that's west of me
You're always changing the lines ahead of me
But you'll never get the best of me
You see?

I'm Alright
I been thinking bout you but it's alright
Yeah, I've been tripping on my feels almost all night--Writing all the words that I couldn't say to you last night
Thought this love was lock down, Baby where'd the time go
I been on the road, Hoping maybe you'd catch a couple shows
Thought the time would fly by, But baby its been going slow
Time is ticking by, i still thought that maybe you would leave a note, but

I hate you for being so perfect
You were everything that i ever wanted
I've been crying for you in my backseat
I can't believe you just f*cking up and left me
You're not the person that you said you could be
Even though you said that i was your everything
But everything is empty when i'm screaming to breathe
I'm just trying to be the person i intended to be
But you never were pleased
You left blood in my aging debris
Now i'm left with nothing but a goal i have to achieve
A home body without a body to call home
Girl you really loved me to f*cking leave me alone

Now i'm dealing with the drone of your voice stuck in my head
You called me on the phone for me to wish that i was dead
Say you're not the enemy, pretend for me
My energy was wasted on a bitch with a heart that's made of lead

I'm Alright
I been thinking bout you but it's alright
Yeah, I've been tripping on my feels almost all night--Writing all the words that I couldn't say to you last night
Thought this love was lock down, Baby where'd the time go
I been on the road, Hoping maybe you'd catch a couple shows
Thought the time would fly by, But baby its been going slow
Time is ticking by, i still thought that maybe you would leave a note, but

I'm Alright
I been thinking bout you but it's alright
Yeah, I've been tripping on my feels almost all night--Writing all the words that I couldn't say to you last night
Thought this love was lock down, Baby where'd the time go
I been on the road, Hoping maybe you'd catch a couple shows
Thought the time would fly by, But baby its been going slow
Time is ticking by, i still thought that maybe you would leave a note, but