Birch - In the end Lyrics

Sleepless
I was walking in the maze
Of my feelings
Trying to figure out
What is real and
What is just a little trick
What is me and
Not another bad lip sync

It feels like drowning
And then opening your eyes
To catch the colors
Until they make you cry
It feels damn good
Until it starts to hurt
Depth is so cold
That it makes you slowly burn

Brave heart
I don't recognize this girl
Anymore but
She acts like she has control
Is there a plan
Or we just run to survive
Does anyone understand
Why falling in love feels like feeling alive ?

But in the end
It all makes perfect sense
Cause in the end
You want to dive again
But every time we pretend
That It won't hurt the same
Why do we even believe ourselves ?